January 17, 2003

Age 21

Warning. This is a sexually explicit dream.

Extremely disturbing.

In this dream my father I was in a place like my old childhood house, but larger. I was walking with my folder talking to him when suddenly he grabbed his chest and had an apparent heart attack, laying onto his back and clinching in pain as he grasped at his chest. I instructed someone nearby (my sister perhaps) to call for a doctor, and I bent down to assure my father he was going to be okay. He seemed to gaze up to me and lose consciousness, so I started mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. Suddenly my father began to kiss, and I jumped back, yelling, "What?!"

That's when I woke up.