February 26, 2003

Age 22

Warning. This is a sexually explicit dream.

This was a really upsetting dream. In it, I was in a bed with KQ, someone I intensely care about, in a Las Vegas suite, and suddenly a third person, a girl, appeared out of nowhere. KQ tried to convince me that we should all have a big orgy, but I refused. Instead, KQ began to make out with this girl since I did not want to join in, and I began to cry as I looked on. After they finished, KQ tried to crawl next to me to reassure me, but I was so angry and tearful I just screamed "Don't touch me!" and tried to get away. KQ looked puzzled and saddened as if they couldn't figure out what they had done wrong.

I was trying to dress and run out of the suite when I woke up crying.